Emma. I worry, all the time. Anxiety is something you dont understand unless you go through it. It hurts sometimes, its hurts to the point where you cant move, or even breathe. Where you want to run away from yourself. My favorite thing in the world are books, with bent spines and torn pages. Books that mean something, and help you escape. As soon as i turn 18 im out of Jersey im going to the city, to wear red lipstick and walk around with a book of poetry in my back pocket. I understand people's problems, so that is what i want to do with my life. I want to be a psychologist, because i have been though a lot. I love art, everything about it. Art awakens the soul, it helps you breathe. Im loud, my voice carries. So when im quiet, it means a million things are running though my head at once. Oh, and i have a secret to tell you, you aren't perfect, but you are beautiful. Dont ever let anyone tell you otherwise.